I start this series of words

With an open heart

That cares

I've been in love

I've felt afraid

My day was alright

Until rain drained it away

I dragged myself through hell

I found nothing but deceit

When the time was right

We had yet again to meet

But by then the wounds had sealed

By then I could not heal

Pain that you caused me

You did so intently

Fast forward some

Past the moon, past the sun

Find me nestled in the bed

Where she strokes me on the head

And we love and we touch

I realise what it is not

It is not you

Or what you did

There was more people

Hearts so big I wanted to cry

The love they gave, helped heal me inside.