Unfortunately I was feeling unwell last week and on Sunday went to an accident and emergency department on advice of the phone service. After many hours of waiting I was seen and admitted, put on some IV antibiotics and fluids. By 12am I was fed up and wanted to go home. By 3am I told them I had had enough of waiting and wanted to take oral antibiotics at home. Anyway, sent home on oral so thankfully recovering in my own space.

It really put a dent in my course start as I was thinking to myself, ‘If I’m not well enough I might miss my start dates.’ I’ll push through, I have my last 2 doses today and tomorrow so am healed almost.

And I am excited to start the course. After receiving a most dire response to my query regarding Blackstones Criminal law. I had asked why the book was not available to order along with the others, along with the likes of the daunting White Book or evidence and drafting… I was told that it isn’t available until October. Oh no! That is when a new version is released and I guess we have access via our university library anyway so one doesn’t miss out .

Today, early and by special UPS delivery, handled with modest care were the books that will consume me over the next 9 months alongside the course materials.

• Course materials – civil skills, civil litigation, criminal skills, criminal litigation
• The Jackson ADR Handbook
• Evidence
• Drafting
• Remedies
• Professional Ethics
• Civil Procedure Volume 1 & Civil Procedure Volume 2 (The White Book)
• Blackstones Criminal Law (Not Available in physical copy until October.)

It was all a little daunting before I even enrolled on the course. The doubt and unease kept creeping in after I passed the bar course aptitude test. Even then, I had a false sense of confidence. In reality I need to do way, way more mooting – something that I will no doubt post about in the future – in order to improve my speaking and legal knowledge. When I accepted my full place by way of completing the conditions, and by paying the deposits required.

Of course, this is me, I am strong and I am not scared like a little cat in the alleyway. No. The people scaring students into believing they are embarking on a soul quest are wrong. It’s a course and yes no doubt difficult, but that doesn’t mean we should be drilling students with a negative image. Let’s keep it positive and real yeah?

The reality according to the Bar Standards Board – the authority regulating barristers – is that the statistics page for pupillage shows that in 2019/20 404 pupils commenced pupillage in their first six.

(https://www.barstandardsboard.org.uk/news-publications/research-and-statistics/statistics-about-the-bar/pupillage.html)

Since the 1990’s, the number of pupils actually succeeding in securing pupillage has fallen. This is in part because in 2003 it became a requirement to fund or pay for a students pupillage. It also could be because there are considerably less pupillages over the last 20 years, particularly over the period of 2020/21.

“3,301 bar hopefuls compete for 246 pupillages” in 2021 according to the Legal Cheek article, Pupil Barrister numbers down nearly a third in 30 years.

It’s worth noting this is a low number of pupillages. Many chambers or sets have openly admitted culling pupillage during the crisis due to the economic uncertainty.

That’s the truth and the reality. A little unfair? Possibly.

I hope you enjoyed reading this post and look forward to many more to come.