Trying too hard to find,

searching down into the darkest reaches of my soul,

nothing I say or do will ever be good enough for you,

but I keep fighting day in and day out,

trying to figure it all out,

trying to make my way out,

but you’re too shy,

you’re too careless,

it’s much like living in kansas,

seeping into my dreams and building me out of my nightmares,

crashing into the life you seem to have unforgiven,

weeping angels don’t give in this easy,

so why should you,

I dig deep but how deep do you go,

it’s just a bizarre magnificent show,

how it goes is up to you.