Dining with industry elites, eating expensive meat,

wining on gold,

dying to leave,

everything surrounds me yet nothing satisfies me,

is this worth the struggle, is it even real,

this is as close to heaven as I’m going to get,

and I regret,

every moment I passed a chance to be human,

not just taking the line and walking to my desire,

engaging in the real life,

that satisfies many.